We still don't know about the job. We had another interview, I got to go up there (and fell head over heels in love with the place), and everything looks good for it to go forward. But these things take so much time. More time than I would like. Every time we think we will know for sure, we have to wait again. It is hard to submit to the process when that process is determining our future. And yet it is necessary. It has felt like a spiritual workout, the constant process of thinking we are at the end, letting out our breath a bit... then, here we go, one more interval: surrender to the Lord, lay all your hopes at his feet, pray your heart out. Take a break, then.. repeat. Not that this is all that odd to me, because I do this exact same thing every month. Every month, I let my breath out because, maybe-- maybe we have a miracle! Maybe the Lord is knitting together my hopes and dreams inside of me. Then... no, not this month, maybe not ever... surrender to the Lord, lay all your ho...